Playing catch-up. Trying to keep the rhythm of production. Writing as fast and as as slow as I can go. Trying to be on top of things, but having to hack or restart. Is it lack of commitment or is it a habit of inconsistency that has brought me to this moment.
What does my habit tell about me? I fail to follow through, to prevent the bigger failure. Fear of failure. Fear to follow up, or just too busy in life to balance what I want from what I want to do.
Voice of judgement clearly emerges, and maybe what my mind, body and soul need is patience and confidence that I will get there. Don’t rush, don’t pressure. You are ok, you will be ok, the family will be ok.
Keep being, keep doing. You are ok.
*Text is mine, image AI generated.
The Organisational Gardener 
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